overwhelmedcountingspoons.com



Why "counting spoons"?

A long time ago in what seems like another lifetime, I was a potter.  I was doing a show with some friends, and we'd travelled to the show, set up our displays, and were waiting for the show to start.  It was early in the morning.  I was worrying about whether I would have a spoon with which to eat my lunch since I'd forgotten to bring one.  After listening to me obsess about this for a while, my friends said, " It's 9 AM and you're worrying about dealing with lunch?! Let it go!"  I tend to have a fairly high level of anxiety as my version of normality, but I was definitely getting out of hand.  So after that, the whole concept of needless and ridiculous worrying about trivialities, shortened to just "spoons", became family shorthand for "she needs to be brought back down to Earth again before we kill her".  Besides, "thereisnospoon.com" was already taken (and I'm not linking to it because it's really boring and wasted).

What is this website about and why isn't it a blog?  Have you no cool at all, woman?

No, I've never been cool.  Now that I'm all grownup and old, I don't have to try or pretend to be, either.  This website is a "work in progress" which basically means it can be anything I damn well want it to be.  Right now, I think this will be a place to put some musings, bits and pieces of things that interest me, and other scraps that don't really belong on my business website (Elephant Boy Computers).  Maybe it will be a good place for some family members to add their own thoughts, too.  I expect the site to evolve as time passes.

I'm not doing a blog because I hate doing what everybody else does.  I have a problem with authority although I pretend to be compliant.  Besides, the whole "Dear Diary" quality of blogging feels too restrictive to me.  I want to do this because I feel like it, not because I have to.  Everything else in my life is on a "have to" basis, so this is my little corner of freedom.  Too sad.  Boo hoo.


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